Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Time for the CT scan

It's time to give in and go get my CT scan, I'm about three months late with my follow up. In my own defense, I'm not sure I would fight this cancer anyway. The outlook is not that great for what I might have. Sometimes it"s easier just not knowing for sure.
I watched Dana Reeve, Farrah Fawcett, Patrick Swayze, not to mention Adam Cook, David's brother fight it. Not sure I want the same for my family. Maybe that makes me weak I'm not sure. So happy to see Luke M in remission though.
I guess I need to see the new test results first. That's the hard step.